March 19, 2010


Well I feel like a butt!!! Ever since we got back from Disneyland, I have just been exhausted. Like, to the point of almost having to pull over and take a nap any time I drove anywhere. Vacation doesn't usually wear me out that badly but I have just had a rough time recovering this time. Anyways, when I am that tired, I am very impatient. And I get really annoyed because I am so tired that I can't even stand it and then on top of that, I had to get everything cleaned up and put away and go grocery shopping and clean. My poor, sweet Bauer has just gotten the brunt of everything. So tonight I was helping him with something and got really impatient again and he said in his sweet, angelic voice, "Mommy, don't get frustrated with me anymore okay. It makes me feel really bad." I can't even describe how bad I felt. I can't believe that I can let something as stupid as being tired affect me so much and make me treat my baby so poorly. There is nothing like the innocent words of a sweet baby to make you realize what is important. So I am sorry my sweet baby boy. I love you!

1 comment:

Momberger said...

You are the cutest mom ever!